Chapter VI

It's been a while since my last entry. I guess you oculd say that I was busy. So, I'm back at school but this time EVERYTHING IS SERIOUS! Yes! Serious! no more mucking around and wasting precious time. I'm in year 11. Senior school. This means that I have more responsibilities for EVERY action that I decide to make but on the other hand. I have study periods or others might refer to it as "free periods". I took some time to think about things and I decided that this year. I WILL BE BOTHERED TO STUDY AND CHANGE ALL THOSE BAD HABITS. That's my goal this year. To be prepared when HSC comes. By the way, I'm in a white shirt now... wooohoo!

I got my timetable and I DON'T LIKE IT ONE BIT! I have 18 free period so far. But, I think it'll change pretty soon. At least I hope it does. So, I've been going to parties before school satrted and by looks of things... I doubt that I'll have any parties to go to this year. It's a pretty tight schedule. It's cool though because I feel very special and teachers actually start to treat you with more respect, like a young adult. Well, so far they've been great. I don't know about the next few months to come.

I have my mentoree's too and they are so cute and adorable. I love them ever so much. I think they think that I'm some kind of weirdo or a bimbo but that's okay because I'll cope. Adjusting to this kind of timetable and this year at school is going to be tough. Assessments and things are coming and homework and stuff like that are starting to come. The aim for the next two years is FINISH HOMEWORK EACH DAY!

It's a bit hot so I'm going to go and take a bath. Cool down a bit and get all my stuff ready and completed. Ready to go for tomorrow!

Chapter V

The chances of me "blogging" in here for the next few days are little. Why? I have work! That's right! You heard me. I have work. It's a positive thing... I think. The manager put me on roster for 4 days in a ROW! I mean that's crazy! I would work for four days but seriously, not in a row. It'll be like my home. OUCH!

You want to know something interesting? Thanks to "Libra pads" we are able to know little things like these:

• The humming bird is the only bird that can fly backwards.
• Only female ducks can quack.
• During a kiss as many as 278 bacteria colonies are exchanged.
• The average human body contains enough phosphorous to make 2,200 match heads.
• A full moon always rises at sunset.
• The honeybee kills more people worldwide than all the poisonous snakes combined.
• Each year insects eat one third of the world's food crop.
• During a 24 hour perios, the average human will breathe 23,040 times, exercise 7 million brain cells and speak 4,800 words.
• 23% of all photocopier faults are caused by people sitting on them and photocopying their buttocks.
• Althaiophobia is a fear of marshmallows.
• On average, people fear spiders more than death.
• It is estimated that at any one time, 0.7% of the world's popultaion is drunk.
• The electric chair was invented by a dentist.
• Chocolate stimulates the release of endorphins in the body. Endorphins enchance one's mood and block pain.
• The reason honey is so easy to digest is that it's alreads been digested by a bee.

Those "interesting" facts had hopefully kept you occupied... Bye for now!

Chapter IV

It's raining again. I'm once again trapped in this little nest whole of mine which I call home. There's a positive side to it. I can get some time to rest and relax until I go back to work in two days time. An eight hour shift is what I'm doing! But, I only have to put up with this for three months and then I'm gone. No longer working but concentrating on my studies because it's important. No more mucking around and "just passing" a subject but actually doing well and getting the better mark than just passing. It's serious! The next two years of my life is serious, study wise.

That's one of my new year's resolution. To excel academically. Well, it might not happen but I can always try. How would you know the result of something if you've never tried achieving it? It's like excerising... You would never know whether you can go back to that size 8 or whatever size you used to be unless you never try even if it's just once. Try to do some excercise. Chances are that I may fail trying to achieve my goals. Once again, I can always TRY. My word for this whole NEW year. Try... try to be more understanding, try to set goals and stick to it, try to accomplish something each day and not waste it doing absolutely nothing, try to learn from my past mistakes and just try.

It might sound corny and too overboard but I decided that it's time for me to grow out of my old and bad habits and set new ones. It might be raining hard outside but no rain is going to stop me from getting fat. No offence to anyone of course. But, I'm sick of it! I'm sick of being called "fat", and always being the outsider compared to everyone else. I know that I might not be the prettiest girl in the world or in the block but being called fat in front of everyone. Amongst your family members, your relatives and friends is enough. Truth is I come home knowing that this is how God made me to be. This is Francesca and people don't like it. GET OVER IT! Some people can just bring you down so much! That there's times when you fall apart and wished that you weren't the way you are. It can be so depressing when even your own parents think you should go on a "diet", that you're "big" enough to eat a whole menu in a resturant. Those remarks and little "jokes" gets to you and it can begin to eat you away and destroy the YOU that YOU WERE created to be.

I'm so off track to what I was talking about earlier but I guess that's why I blog. The chance to express myself. My little electronic diary that I can thoroughly think about things around me.

Chapter III

Hey everyone! I'm back. I just came back from work. Yes! I work... you might think that I'm just a lazy person that sits around all day long but I'm not. I do enjoy life and I do something like working to keep me from getting even fatter that I already am. Opps! By the way, I work at McDonald's. Hehe no wonder I'm this size! But, they're trying to be more healthier...I guess it depends what "healthier" means.

I work at McDonald's because of friends. One of my bestest chick friend of mine wanted to work last year so she got one... AT McDonald's. Her name is Tamika. Annabelle, my other chick friend works there too! Hehe, Oh and Daniel aka Dash eventually joined the group. It's tough! Working I mean. Sometimes you don't feel like working. Sometimes you have plans and you can't go and do something because you have work! I guess people stick to work because they earn some minimal amount of income! It makes you feel independent! Hehe "Miss Independent". You don't have to count on your parents to give you all the money you need to buy that shirt you've always wanted or some electric gadget!

Enough about that. Today was pretty good. I had a pretty good day. I had the chance to meet and actually get to know some of my work mates. It's cool! Meeting new friends... I love that! Having new friends and hanging arounf with them. Though sometimes I worry that they don't like me or I'm too annoying but hey! what you see is what you get. This is me up-close and personal... Hehe.

Did I mention that I got a haircut? Well, I did. I went yesterday. AND I took some photos... Hehe I think I took it so that I can preserve some memory of what I first looked like... Hehe typical me! The only thing missing from my day was the face of my handsome honey boo! I miss him so much! Like no kidding! I love him so much...

Chapter II

Cloudy days? It's been cloudy for three days now. I like it when it's cloudy. You experience the full enjoyment of sleeping in and waking up so late. The down thing about it is that it IS cloudy. When it's cloudy like today. It's hard to figure out something to keep you occupied. Keep you from getting bored and getting fat because you've been sitting down in front of the net. Eating away and chatting away that you get carried away. Next thing you know, It's time for dinner and then time for you to say goodbye to another day where you've accomplished NOTHING!

That was me. Everytime it's cloudy. I find myself doing nothing. Sitting in front of the computer, eating and after wasting 6 hours of my day. I ask myself how I ended up like this, how I gained those kilos and how my head hurts. That's my new year's resolution. I always make it every year but break it for the first few days! To try and have a healthier lifestyle! But I can't help it! What are you suppose to do when it's cloudy and rainy outside? It's not like you can do something to make you fit inside the house. When I'm inside the house, I tend to eat and watch tv and go to the net. It's pointless. I can't even go anywhere. The trains are all on hold until they finish some safety construction work. I don't have my licence and if I did have mine then that's another problem because no one will supervise me driving... yes, I'm tlaking about having your learner licence. Ahh! Cloudy days make me so bored. I don't know what to do. Maybe that's the reason why I like summer. It's hot and it motivates me from getting off my fat buttom and do something other than sit in front of a box.

I leave you with that for today. I'll figure out something to do...

Chapter I

I decided that it's a new year and it's time for me to start fresh. With that I mean start a whole new blog where personal thoughts and ideas are put together. I'm new to this new whole "blog" thing. I've always tried but failed trying to write an entry everyday about things that are happening in my life. Maybe it's because I'm busy or just plain lazy to do anything. I guess this is a good way of me expressing myself and good for my dear, old brain too. It doesn't get much or a work out during the holidays!

Chapter I...Wow! It's like a book. Actually if you think about it carefully. Your life is a like a book. It has chapters and chapters ith different stories. And best of all, the main character is YOU! I might not be making any sense. To me, it seems like I'm just making some sort of strange stories for people to read and for people to get bored reading it!

What am I suppose to write and talk about? My whole life? I don't think so. i'm not that kind of person who would talk about themselves 24/7. Not that it's a bad thing or anything like that. Okay, maybe people are getting sick of me in here. Maybe, but wo really knows?

Right, I think I am just saying the most random things. Talking about the kind of person I am as if this is some kind of dating service that people go to. I don't really need to be in a "dating website" where you hopefulyl find a spouse. Because I already have one. Well, not a spouse but a boyfriend. That's one thing I'll you people. I have a boyfriend and have been going out for almost two years which is so damn great!

Wow! I think I should go now. This entry is starting to scare me! It's long and it's so RANDOM! But I guess that's the type of person I am...random!